segunda-feira, 8 de janeiro de 2018

Eccos d'Inferno

Closing finestre

Here I go again!

"Disapointed but not impressed!"
I'm right here to crave these words on myself... my never healed broken heart drove me crazy again!
In sanity I'm coming back to teenages feelings. I'm back to hold my empty heart deep in me! Where even I will not find it.
I'm here to take me away from troubles I bring to myself, when I try to be human and nobody cares!
Unfortunelly they broke me, and now I lost all hope I should have!
And if I fall again, those words are here to pretend to be a warning to myself!
Now, this bleeding is about not today! Is about me! 29 years sinking slowly!

I do not hope anymore to wake with someone! I know pain will lead me to grave as I walk alone in this world!
Sadly I say goodbye to humans at all!
Now and on, there will be just me and myself!

You all will hurt me in different ways, except for passion or love!
Passion and love died again for me today!
Circle is begining again! I will be an thornfull and empty three! Dead inside and without a single root.

That was the last chance I gave to myself....
That was the last chance I swore upon the nightgown under the moonbeam!
That was the last thing I've intertwined myself


Let reality freeze me, let the schedule make me a cog!
I'm prepared to lay down and find stars alone!
I'm ready to never cry for love again!
I must go! Returning more often to here!
To write silent sorrows!
To dream a world without me!

Take my missing, as part of my unballace!
Warm up my insanity alone...
And die unpeaced!