I have awaken from the long last slumberless
So my thoughts were undone
My ending is no longer a dream
Standing alone is the only way to never bleed - again (repeat it till it's under my skin)
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I see the empty side of the bed
As a melacholic dream
Crying again pleases me no more
Do I ever wanted to belive?
Even when I'm cracked?
This is the perfect moment to unite myself
To regain our control
To freeze the ashes of a soul
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The closest ones may suffer
I may bury the past deep
And with all my humanity too
I will trade blood for coldness
to build a stopping heart
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Once in a time someone will wake me
I hope... but it doesn't matter anymore
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For all those others, my fairwell
I got no sorry anymore for my piercing look
As you all desapear I will know loneliness
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A note for myself:
"Kill the lights when it's dark outside,
to pretend you are not here
out of space and out of time
conquer my brightest dream
to perform my ultimate requiem
and finaly live.......for ever!"
